Sunday, August 31, 2008

Sa hintayan.

Heto...
nagbibilang ng bituin,
nangangarap ng gising,
kailan ba sasabihin
mamahalin nang muli?
Lito...
Kakaisip sa iyo,
ilang araw nang ganito,
awang-awa na sa puso,
gustong gusto nang sumuko.

Kailan ba malalaman
kung pwede nang magmahalan?
Ano ba ang kapalaran?
Luluha na naman ba sa ulan?

Lungkot...
hindi na ba talaga matatapos?
Kailan makakawala sa gapos?
Ayoko na ng oras na limos,
Ayoko na ng pag-ibig na kapos.
Limot...
Kung puwede lang kitang talikuran,
Kung kaya lang kitang kalimutan,
Di na sana ako mahihirapan,
naghihintay ng walang katapusan.

Kailan ba darating sa akin
ang inaasam na pagtingin?
Nababaliw na ng palihim
hangga't di mo pa sabihing...

Ako...
Sa piling ko na ika'y tatakbo,
bibitiw na sa lahat ng tinatago,
pag-ibig di na magbabago,
hanggang sa huling sandali ay ako...

Ako na.
Ako nang muli.
Ako na lang lagi.

Naiinip...
Pwede namang iwanang tuluyan,
at di na umasang magkabalikan,
pero pangako mo'y di maalis sa isipan,
sabi mo ako'y maghintay lang, konti na lang...

At ako na.
Ako nang muli.
Ako na lagi.

Kailan?

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Again.

Here you are again,
Looking at me,
Holding my hand,
Kissing me like long ago,
In a bliss.
Wake me please.
Is it just a dream?
Are you really here?
So terrified to open my eyes.
Don’t fade into the twilight.
Here it is again,
The feeling that just never ends,
When our bodies touch,
When there’s no need for words,
Just sighs,
And smiles,
And those familiar incoherent sounds.
You love me, did I hear you right?
I love you, too.
Lord, don’t end this night.
Please, let this be forever.
I’ve cried so many endless rivers.
Make it stop now.
Don’t let go.
Not again, not ever.
Lift me from the embers.
Save me from the sorrow.
Love me ‘til tomorrow…
Until for always.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

SOS

Someone to open the windows of my heart
and let the beautiful sunshine in,
Someone to open the door and guide me outside
to places that I have never been.

Someone to look straight into my eyes
and see what other people never see,
Someone to dry my tears and make me smile,
and let me be the person I want to be.

Someone to hold my hand while we walk,
and laugh heartily at my sills antics,
Someone to listen when I want to talk,
and whisper words all sweet and romantic.

Someone to fight with a few times in our life,
and we'll not talk for several days,
then look forward to all the making up,
and oh, he'll make up for it in so many ways.

Someone who'll proudly say he's with me
even if I'm not wearing my Sunday best,
someone who'll miss me every minute of every day,
think of me when he wakes up until he rests.

Someone who'll believe in my dreams and ideas,
and who'll stand by me when things are bad,
To be my loyal friend, an ally, a confidante,
to be the best lover I've ever had.

Someone who'll say my name like it's the most precious word,
and he'd never even picture a future apart,
Lord, send me this someone I know is out there,
that someone to mend my broken heart.

Just believe.

I think of times we used to share,
laughing and crying together,
The things we did, the risks we dared,
We thought would last forever.

The world was ours, on top and in-love,
Two people deeply enamored are we,
We planned tomorrows we knew we had,
Painted the future we knew was destiny.

But the tides had changed, the scene anew,
the world just turned awry.
The seasons had passed, has love gone too?
The lovely tale of you and I.

No. Love is still alive.

Life brings us tests to check our strength,
do we believe that love is for always?
If we keep our faith in what we had,
then everything soon would fall into place.

I believe in you, I believe in us,
in the power of love I believe.
Throw away all doubts, in each other let's trust,
Don't give up the fight and just leave.

It'll guide us through, our love, you'll see,
If we hold on to each other real tight.
Soon the trials will be over, it'll just be you and me,
loving more than ever, with all our might.

Worth the fight and worth the wait,
Our love is stronger than we.
Nothing can change what's written by fate,
You and I, my love, are meant to be.

There can be miracles
when you believe.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

come back...

i see you
your gaze on me
eyes full of love
that smile
radiating with warmth
embraces me...

i hear you
your voice soft and tender
each word
each whisper
like a sweet caress
holding me...

i feel you
your fingers on my skin
sending shivers down my spine
that familiar touch
kneading my very soul
thrilling me...

i taste you
your lips I know so well
kisses of languid longing
skin and souls uniting
bodies in total surrender
weakening me...

wake me.
i am dreaming.
i reach out
grasping cold emptiness.
i am all alone.
he is gone.